Many People are strange. They shun any humanity they see in me and like to project what they consider divine behaviour on to me. I scream, I’m human. I get deathly silence like I am talking to wall. Then there are others. They wish to see me only as human and the minute I say I am divine., deathly silence again.
Why is this I often wonder?
Do people feel that humanity and divinity are incompatible? I am a divine human being. And a human-embodied divinity! Sometimes I am powerful and sometimes I am weak. Sometimes I am confident and sometimes scared. Sometimes I know and sometimes I am confused. Sometimes I think of Maheswara and sometimes of Mahesh Babu!
I think I should start taking delight in being ignored. Because I can’t separate human and divine the way everyone else can. To me human is divine and divine is human! And I will keep saying this – till I find someone who says this back to me!!
Sometimes Maheswara and sometimes Mahesh Babu!
November 11, 2011