No life can be Shared.. Everyone is alone..

This is my recent lesson.

I have a great need for sharing. I like to share my pain, my joy, my experiences.. my thoughts, my learning and my ideas. I am not very keen on sharing my food and very careful about sharing money and hate giving anyone my books.

Sharing the patterns in my head.. I do via writing and talking.

No one understands a word I say or write.. people who understand me, understand because they have been through similar experiences and have similar natures.

I broadcast my thought patterns via blogs and see if someone, somewhere, somehow reports a match and responds.

This is like what scientists do to detect life in outer space. They broadcast signals!

Another funny thing is that humans come “into range” and “go out of range” like cellphones and towers. That means the same people don’t last forever.

This is like you are going on a solo journey and you run into a few human minds here and there.. broadcast your respective thought patterns via words and expressions and actions feel happy when someone responds and you say goodbye when their stop comes.

But the journey and destination is yours alone.

To think that you can or should live for someone else is a “society reinforced” lie. And society is every human being other than you.. includes all your loved ones.

You, baby, are all you have in any deep or true sense of the word.

I’ve tried blogging and I’ve tried facebook and I’ve tried chatting. I’ve tried talking to neighbors and to strangers.

Society tells us to go out and meet people and to let people into our lives and to live for others and so on. It doesn’t tell us that interactions are, in general, hurtful and boring and a waste of life.

Ancient philosophers tells us that the only real company is God and that It has to be experienced in solitude or multitudes but not in relationships. They tell us to withdraw…